Finding my way

So, it's been a long while since my last post. I had just visited my first city away from the southeast for work. Travel is a wonderful thing sometimes. It can also be a challenge when you do it every week for long periods of time. I realize now that I have to update my blog. The links, the reading part, everything. So, I am at an interesting place in life. I feel like I went to school to prove something. I did that. I also think that I got a little too caught up in trying to be the best, so much so in fact that I am now questioning a lot of the decisions that I made post graduation. I find myself missing my family and missing my home town. A lot of things have been happening recently. I've ventured out with the roommate for some weekend adventures, but on the whole I have that 'something isn't right' feeling at the center of me. I know deep down that the winds of change are blowing, but I do not know how to go about it and it is kind of challenging. I just bought a home, which really complicates things. On that note, I really like the house. I have done a pretty good job decorating it, and it really is starting to feel like home. I guess I just have to try and focus, spend as much time searching out what I need to do in this life, and bring it all together. For too long now I have been floating while the current takes me downstream. I think it's about high time that I start swimming again.

So, here's to my first post back. I'm going to keep it up, and update the progress on the book some more. It has been an on-again, off-again thing for me, but I am going to dedicate myself to finishing it because the idea of it is great. It has really come together. So, I might not have anyone to read this except myself now, but I think this is sort of a nice outlet for me to get things off my mind and onto some space where I can observe it. So, here's to making it to tomorrow and accomplishing what I need to in order to get published.