Monday, December 12, 2005

The Times They Are A-Changin



No other song speaks to me right now like that one does. Will Hoge hit the money on it. I've spoken to my family, and I think that I'm nearing a decision in regards to where I'll be going to work. This has been tough. I really like people at both companies. It really comes down to where I see myself fitting. It is going to be tough to turn down either of them. I can see a new life setting itself out in front of me. I've been on this road to self realization and improvement for so long that I really didn't think that I would reach the finish line. I will probably have no more proud moment than when I stroll across that stage in a few months. I've met so many people that I care about. I've gone through so many faces and things here. Now I'm about to move on. It's tough. I'm leaving behind a long history between me and this place, these people, this campus. I don't want to get in front of myself, but I know that nothing will be the same anymore. I will lose touch with so many people that mean so much to me now. I have very few friends like Jo, Daniel, Karen, Mark, and Michael Finley. I think that I have made some real friends here that I won't lose touch with, but I still have this deep feeling that the things in life that I haven't been ready for I am finally going to realize. A family, a career, a path, a home, hope... "And the first one now, will later be last for the times they are a-changin"